原来如此~~

在这段时间，我无意中发现，我并不是一个朋友们值得信任的一位朋友。。。 其实我也不知道我在朋友心里面是一个怎样的人。。。不曾有人对我真心的说过我这个人的为人。。。有时甚至有某些东西我是一点都不知道，就那么一点也没有。。。咳~我都不知道到底是我个人的问题还是什么。。。。 今天我无意间觉得我在朋友的心里，生活里，甚至是朋友清单里，都没有我的存在。。。 今天我听收音机时，988的欣怡讲了一个话题，“朋友是拿来利用的吗？” 那是我的答案是“朋友并不是拿来利用的”，可是当我回到家打开电脑时，我在面子书里看到的一些朋友的话题是，我突然有一种“哦~我并不是一个值得朋友想念的人”的感觉。。。不知道为什么会有这么一个感觉。。。可能我不是一个很好的朋友吧。。。 就连姐妹也是这样。。。去了NS那么久，既然连一通电话甚至一封sms都没有。。。这算什么呢。。。姐妹都这样了何况朋友呢。。。这种感觉真的很难受，可是我还能怎样呢。。。无能为力了。。。心淡了。。。 很想哭，可是也于是无补。。。真的很无助。。。到底朋友真的能信任吗？？？

long time din write blog adi~~~

i think have almost one month din write blog already......coz no time write(actually is lazy want write) After i came back from taiwan,i already stop my work at daiso....so that means so free,but everyday also feel so boring.....everyday doing same thing-wake up,help mummy work at shop,back home,online,facebook.......................really feel so boring.... just have few days go out with friends go eat,yam cha.......but cant feel so fun........haizzzz I think the most difficult time is this coming saturday ba....early in the morning need go listen the undang for 5 hours.....walao~~~~sure damn boring de.... 算了吧~~~~~

Today have seen many so so so different people~~~

Today same as the other day....wake up at 8 o'clock,have breakfast then go work.....this morning feel tired...but yesterday i already on bed early de.....(-.-)zzzzzz Today duties is afternoon cashier so have lunch early de....11.30am already go have lunch....evening sure will very hungry de..... When i be cashier....i saw many many of "pretty girl"..hahaha....actually some of then really is a pretty girl...but....some is not....i saw a girl that she was with a purple colour and gold colour hair.....damn ugly de lehh.....dye the hold head light purple and gold colour.....walaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo and many many of 38 de girl........haizzzz.......no eyes see ahhh.....(*.*) But today i oso saw some so so so cute de leng zai and leng lui lahh.....=) actually all is kids....kids are so so so so so so so cute.......one of the kids is a japanese,damn cute de lohh.....he talk with me,smile with me,and say bye to me....but actually i dont know what is he talking about b'coz he is speaking in japanese.......XD Before 6.30pm i already start hungry.....and still need work till 7.30pm wor......really so hungry ahh.....when i reach home i only knew that mummy din cook today coz so busy....walao still want wait me and my daddy finish take bath only go out have my dinner.......damn hungry de lehh....when we go out for dinner already 8pm.....finish dinner around 9pm.....finally i have my dinner.....hehehehehe Today also need sleep early......my panda eye is already very dark le~~~~(@.@) Hope that everyone can have a sweet dream and nice sleep...XD

sienzzzz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bill of FULLHOUSE

i paid it de

My lovely cousin

Is me (Sha po)

CNY is almost end.....but mt mood still in CNY mood.......no mood work,when working will be so lazy,so tired,and will always feel so so sleeply.......(-o-)zzzz

CNY Trip

13/2/2010(年三十晚）~ go cousin house have reunion dinner........gambling using sweet with my cousin(coz we are good children so din use money to play...hahaha) then back home at midnight.....and get my angpao from my daddy and mummy.....hehehehe.....(^-^)

14/2/2010（初一）~ wake up around afternoon...coz yesterday(13/2) so late sleep.....then have vegetarian breakfast.....afternoon go the same cousin house have lunch+dinner......after eating go 东禅寺......waa~~so damn many people de.....but quite fun de....XD oso so late only sleep.....hehehe(^-^)

15/2/2010（初二）~ noon go my 叔公 house....walao.....so many people in the house.....so so so many children......run here and there.....me just chatting with my cousin......then go back to my grandparents house.....the hold afternoon only watching tv and sms-ing......got a bit sien de.....but what to do.....

16/2/2010（初三）~ today nothing to do just keep watching movie,eating,playing.............the hold day at home.......

17/2/2010（初四）~ also at home.....no place to go....but night go watching CNY movie(ALLS WELL ENDS WELL 2010) at IOI Mall....line up for an hour only bought it.....12am movie but when i bought only 9pm something still so early.....go find friend at DAISO..but they close shuttter at 10pm...nothing to do then go yam cha with my brother at SENSE CAFE....drink and wait until my family come.....finally is daddy paid the bill.....XD

18/2/2010（初五）~ today go shopping with my cousin at Sunway Pyramid.......she bought thing for her friend.....i belanja her eat and take sticker picture.....after take sticker picture,we go have lunch at FULLHOUSE.....i love it so much...hehehe...next time still want go there eat.....then night go have dinner with all of my KOH@GOH family member....

19/2/2010（初六）~ start working again luu~~~morning shift tim....OMG....damn tired de lehh.....morning get another anggpao from my mummy（开工利士）......then after work boss give another angpao......money money~~~XD

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