i hate myself~~~

HEADACHE !!!!! Yesterday miss a good sleep again....watch drama till 3 something mid night....and wake up at 9am in the morning.....juz sleep for 4~5 hours....@.@ wow~so many star on the top of my head..... 5th of May,12:32 am - received a sms for bi(tyy) :"Siu jie..sleep early lah...dun think yourself is a super woman ok , you just a super panda if you not going to sleep..XD " Sorry ahh,bi~~din listen you say and go sleep....still want watch drama till mid night ohh.....pai seh lahh....no next time again...ok??? =p BUT i still hate myself coz cant control myself......cant control watching TV,eat things,everyday sit infront my com,cant control myself to go bed early,and ........................haizzzzzz I HATE MYSELF ~~~~~~~~

th3 besT thinG oF mY liF3

Hero Jaejoong oppa

Max Changmin oppa

Xiah Junsu oppa Micky Yoochun oppa U-know Yunho oppa

My Best Korean Group-Dong Bang Shin Ki

1st of april 2010,saturday,public holiday......

The hold morning of the day i'm waiting for 1 o'clock for "THE LEGEND OF STAR-DONG BANG SHIN KI"

For me,DBSK is one of the best thing in my life i ever had.....they're too important for me.....they already accompany me for 3++ year...they cant disappear in my life......xD

Because of DBSK , i knew more about KOREA this country,different language,different type of song,and .......................................................too many~~~~

I know that DBSK or TVXQ or Tohoshinki , this group will disappear for some time....but i know one day five of you will back to the group , and once that i can hear that five of you say:"anyongaseyo,dong bang shin ki imida~" i'll wait the day you all intro like before......

BTW,i wont give up five of you......you all still DBSk in my mind forever and ever....i wont forget "DBSK"~~~I LOVE Dong Bang Shin Ki~~~

Dong Bang Shin Ki~hwaiting~

U-know Yunho~hwaiting~

Yoongwu Jaejoong~hwaiting~

Micky Yoochun~hwaiting~

Xiah Junsu~hwaiting~

Chuikang Changmin~hwaiting~

OPPA~Chuwaheyyo~Sarangheyyo~Pogoshipoh~~ Arasoh???

Kumooh oppa......

你们已经成为我生命中最重要的一部分~~~要加油哦~~v(^-^)v

原来如此~~

在这段时间，我无意中发现，我并不是一个朋友们值得信任的一位朋友。。。 其实我也不知道我在朋友心里面是一个怎样的人。。。不曾有人对我真心的说过我这个人的为人。。。有时甚至有某些东西我是一点都不知道，就那么一点也没有。。。咳~我都不知道到底是我个人的问题还是什么。。。。 今天我无意间觉得我在朋友的心里，生活里，甚至是朋友清单里，都没有我的存在。。。 今天我听收音机时，988的欣怡讲了一个话题，“朋友是拿来利用的吗？” 那是我的答案是“朋友并不是拿来利用的”，可是当我回到家打开电脑时，我在面子书里看到的一些朋友的话题是，我突然有一种“哦~我并不是一个值得朋友想念的人”的感觉。。。不知道为什么会有这么一个感觉。。。可能我不是一个很好的朋友吧。。。 就连姐妹也是这样。。。去了NS那么久，既然连一通电话甚至一封sms都没有。。。这算什么呢。。。姐妹都这样了何况朋友呢。。。这种感觉真的很难受，可是我还能怎样呢。。。无能为力了。。。心淡了。。。 很想哭，可是也于是无补。。。真的很无助。。。到底朋友真的能信任吗？？？

long time din write blog adi~~~

i think have almost one month din write blog already......coz no time write(actually is lazy want write) After i came back from taiwan,i already stop my work at daiso....so that means so free,but everyday also feel so boring.....everyday doing same thing-wake up,help mummy work at shop,back home,online,facebook.......................really feel so boring.... just have few days go out with friends go eat,yam cha.......but cant feel so fun........haizzzz I think the most difficult time is this coming saturday ba....early in the morning need go listen the undang for 5 hours.....walao~~~~sure damn boring de.... 算了吧~~~~~